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Elizabeth Grace, LCSW's avatar

“Relentless internal auditing is exhausting” !!!

Clarinda Sishi's avatar

Reading this was like taking a big deep breath.! Every word called a part of me out from hiding in the shadows.

Julia's avatar

The line in the linked offer about resentment towards others is because of not making decisions I want to make oooooooofffffff needed that one 🤲🏻

Carrie Jordan Barad's avatar

I so resonate with all of this. Creativity is indeed a gift that God gave us. How to reconcile this with being there for our children- perhaps it’s an age old question. I’m still wrestling with it myself.

Peta Kelly's avatar

Agree. It will always be a personal wrestle according to our personal lives…. But I do know that our creativity is God given and part of our territory, just like our children are. We get to have internal peace there ❤️❤️

Colleen Coles's avatar

So Peta, I just had an astrology reading with my friend Jennifer, who looked at all these deep things about myself - all the things. What kept coming up was how much I'm here to be visible, i have 'luck' in that area, i'm meant to speak. but the thing that has really confused or stopped me is *exactly* what you're speaking about here. I have a 6 year old son, and I've been quietly content (for the most part?) on parenting him and doing my entrepreneurial job assisting another entrepreneur, not doing my own thing like before. Anyway, thank you so much, because this literally spoke to how I asked her today, 'how do i do both?" And the indecision about realizing i need to be the leader of myself, and that was a huge shadow, was what came up in therapy today too. Thanks for speaking to this- I literally just had told my therapist that Just wanting to get it right by god is what I was always seeking. This really was a great synchronicity and validation, especially to use my voice and see where it leads. thanks again

Gina El Khoury's avatar

Love this, thank you!! Would love to hear more about your journey finding Christ

Thalita Forray's avatar

its challenging... coming back to Christ from new age, esoteric world and trying to figure it all out.. how to be right, good and also be myself. I have looked to gain insight at other Christians but there is a lot of judgement and fanaticism.. It's hard to know who to talk to and where to turn because each side thinks it's right and the other is totally wrong.