Wobbly, but heavenly.

It’s wobbly
like adjusting to a new
set of rollerblades
as I settle into this new
frequency
and standard
I look around for the
owners manual
I find it
It says
Welcome to
your new hybrid
luxury vehicle.
Nice choice of
materials, it matters.
Pure life force
is the only fuel
for you
Your driver seat is
your place of peace
there’s no one
or nothing to race against here
not time
or timelines
so park up
at 1:30pm on Monday
lay down in bed
let your kids cover
you with stickers
lay there
noticing their faces are slimming
they’re losing their baby chub
and notice and stroke their faces
with the deepest fkng gratitude
you’ve ever felt
because dam… I’m not missing it
I’m there, fully there….
and my business is still thriving
and my art is still on time
and nobody needs me in anyway
that is anti-this-right-here
because all of my work
revolves around this
and all of my masterpieces are
born from this
and my ideas refine themselves
when I soften like this
and I stop
inside my luxury vehicle
that is parked
refueling
enjoying the sun
and I know that
I am missing nothing
and that everything I want
wants me even more
and this peace,
this way,
this life,
God it wasn’t cheap,
and that’s why I’m
the only one who has a key. Xx